I've gotta say I like it better   Now that we don't talk   Now that I can't remember   Why we spend our time just dodging obstacles   So let me, Yeah let me count a thousand ways that I've been through   All the steps it takes me not to thank you      And you'll find me catching fire outside of my front porch   I love my worth, I need practice standing still   Because I never really knew how to end the day   And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same    And all these realizations you think that I'd find a way to change   Like when I first moved in I was smoking cigarettes my face to the window   Three weeks later I'm in bed and I'm still,    Yeah I'm still changing with all the drags that'll stop and fuck my health   I never found anything that worked so well      And I've been living in a world of short, sharp pain   We don't think so much but the rent gets paid   Because I need practice standing still because    I never really knew how to end the day   And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same    With all these realizations you think I'd find a way to change      And I can find me catching fire outside of my front porch   I love my worth, I need practice standing still   Because I never really knew how to end the day   And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same    And all these realizations you think I'd find a way to change   Since all my clean friends moved away   Since all my clean friends moved away   I never found a way to change   I never found a way to change   Since all my clean friends moved away   I never found away to change   Everything stays the same