You share your cigarette as you hang up the phone   Sure sucks getting caught in this, but it's nice to not be alone   And you say "Have you ever seen the rain as a sort of celebration?"   And I say "What a strange way to start a conversation"      And just like that you dive into my mind   And I have all my reasons not to let you inside   And you say "I've never met someone like you in this town"   And I swear, I swear I'm ready to give up now      What intricate moves you seem to have   You lead me to the floor but I never could dance   And you say "why won't you let go of what was before?"   And I say "because I fear I love the fantasy more"      It's all so dramatic, it's all so sincere   The way you tug my heartstrings like it's everything I fear   You break through my defenses I can't stop renewing   With all of your senses, you'll be my undoing      It's all so dramatic, it's all so messed up   All my self abuse in all that I've become   You're the hissing of the static, the wind that moves the trees   You rush into the foreground doing anything you please      I long for lover's touch, a glimpse of disregard   With no point of reference, how could I let it get this far   You beg me to come out now, but I just can't let go   The loneliness and misery are everything I know      I'm bound to discontent in all that I pursue   But if I had the option, I'd trade it all for you   So take this weak delivery, the best that I can show   I can't keep fighting, so into your heart I go   Into your heart I go      You share your cigarette as you hang up the phone   Sure sucks getting caught in this, but it's nice to not be alone