In the midst of my last attack    Panic drags me into the black    Weak and frail I leave myself behind    In the darkness I am reborn    Full of queries but all forlorn    This new life will destroy my mind       Passion or possession?    I can't decide    Engulfed by my life's obsession    In questions I will hide    Debating the solutions    Lost and perplexed    I'm stumbling through the confusion    Quandaries so complex       Battle in my head    I look for answers but no one's there to guide me    Battered by the dread    That all my worries will remain inside me       Drowned in desperation    Border is crossed    Heading towards obliteration    In the paradox I am lost    Sanity deteriorates    Broken and torn    Madness rapidly propagates    Waiting to unleash the storm       Battle in my head    I look for answers but no one's there to guide me    Battered by the dread    That all my worries will remain inside me       I'm lost in the paradox    Quandaries so unorthodox    Messing with my head, making me loose my mind    So lost in the paradox    Locked up inside the box    There's a battle in my head, and I'm really loosing my mind...       I'm slowly turning inside out    As I question what it's all about    The desperation feeds on me    A ravenous cancer, tearing me apart       Paroxysmal, evil death    Lost in mind, lack of breath    Paradoxical way to die    So confused, I close my eyes