shattered glass, empty hands and all I can do is fake a smile         a burning fight through an endless night let it go one more time.         I thought my friends were gone         and I had hoped they'd come back by tomorrow.         my lesson is learned... at least I'm wishing.         and then I watched as they were still not there by tomorrow.         my lesson is learned... but I'll keep wishing.         I know tomorrow will be different.         why do I care?         It's like trying to dance in cement shoes at the bottom of the ocean,         stupid I care.         and I'm supposed to be happy remaining in silence.         why defy?         why deny?         what if I?         I can't let it go.         not this time... you had to lie.