hand moves side to side tward my filty sole   and i lie here thinking why   i'm stupid enough to be hopeful for the next season   don't offer me lies   don't lead me on      hand moves side to side tward my dirty sole   and i lie here thinking why   i'm stupid enough to be hopeful for the next season   don't offer me lies   don't lead me on      i can't understnd why i am so dumb   open my ___ with myself   could break me down   regret before relive   is how i lose it everytime   life is such a difficult game   so put out all your cards ____   pretend to have such a beautiful ____   one lie just slips away into ___