Get drunk, I get high   Get home, I wonder why   Get lost, get high   Coming down, I get why   Going fast, going small   I just don't know where to go   Going down, gonna be the best   Bad dreams in my head      I'm a soldier      Can't find, confused   Get a grip on what to choose   Can't strain, restrained   I'm aware of this problem now   True nature, feeling pain   Bad (fighting), ...   Brainwashed and brain-dead   Lot of words in my head      I'm a soldier