Honesty, is better than putting you to sleep.   No one ever told me how many nights it would take to make it right.   You're on your own now.   And I hate the way you makes things complicated.      No matter where you are   I will be the one that   Catches you when you fall.   You wanted me to stay   But you're the one   Who went away   And I'm already gone.      It's the same day I left you,   The scenery is now a wreckage.   And all I remember is how to follow.   If we all settle down,   Just for a minute and think.   Maybe we're just giving ourselves out   'To broken hearts, city stars,   Starts and stops, over and over agains.'      Till I feel my heart in tact.   Beats and rests and this is only a test,   For You.      To realize how far we've been.   No one could tear us apart way back when.      20 more years till I feel my heart in tact.   20 more years till I feel my heart attack