I still can’t remember those things you said,    or those letters that you never seemed to return.    Do you think that I’d be better dead?    Then I wouldn’t have to deal with this.    And all we’ve got now is wasted nights and broken hearts.    I can’t say that I loved it all that much or at all,    but I’ll leave you with one thing to remember.       You know, I’ve never quite felt the same.    And I hope it doesn’t ruin your day.    You’re better off but I just can't tell if I’m happy.      So it would seem that things are back to the way they should have been all along.    Don’t really know how I can say that,    but you’d say it all better than I could.    Oh, how I wish I could go back.    Yeah, I wish I’d done things right.    Because now I can't see you alone.      So this is what it comes to.    I guess it’s not so bad.    Just I can’t help but see your beauty    and help but think I’ve lost my chance.       And we’re all alone.    Why can’t I do a single thing right?    I can’t believe that I let you go without a fight.      Yeah, I probably freak you out.    But you’ve been so kind it’s no wonder that I’m stuck.    I’ve got to live with what I’ve got.    I can’t lose you again.    No, I can’t lose you again.