They told me when I was little,   I'd go to heaven if I was good.   Now I'm a long way from little,   'Cause I tried to find heaven,   'Cause I thought that I could.   I thought that I could.      And I thought I loved Harold,   And I really loved John,   I really loved Alphy   I almost loved Tom.   I loved them so easy,   And I loved them so free.   Now I don't think that heaven   Will wanna love me.      Hallo, song of the willow,   The dreams under my pillow,   Turned to tears that I cried.   Beauty and love are our riddle,   Never to answer, but always to try.   And, boy, did I try.      And I tried with Harold,   And I tried with John.   I tried with Alphy,   And almost with Tom.   I left myself open,   For the whole world to see.   Now I don't think that heaven   Will wanna love me.      So I said goodbye to Harold,   And goodbye to John.   Goodbye to Alphy,   And goodbye to Tom.   I loved them so easy,   And I loved them so free.   Now I don't think that heaven   Will wanna love me.      Oh say, can you see?   By the dawn's early light   No light will shine me