Three hundred and six   In only six years   If it was an accident   Where are the tears?   I am still unidentified   Behind the cathedral   Is where my body hides   But I'm not inside   Just one of sixteen   In early one day   If it was a game   Why couldn't I play?   I am the abandoner   But still I remain   And my frozen pulse quickens   As the black plot thickens      Like the story I heard   A lifetime ago   Where a girl (and this is funny)   Took her life   And what she doesn't know   Is how long it takes for the water to rise   And the breath to stop fighting   And the cold to close her eyes      Morality plays   On stages of sin   The easy way out   Or the easy way in   I am still overglorified   My reasons to live   Were my reasons to die   But at least they were mine   Now I'm freedom unbound   Cut the laces of life   The pistol   The poison   The noose   Or the knife   I have chosen my instrument   And said no goodbyes   And my frozen pulse quickens   As the black plot thickens      Like the story I heard   A lifetime ago   Where a girl (and this is funny)   Took her life   And what she didn't know   Is how long it takes for the water to rise   And the breath to stop fighting   And the cold to close her eyes