i'm giving up on heart conditions    and loath the days of expectation    she only visits for a second    and leaves a nightmare for my soul    i prayed that God would end this torture    but now i fear to shut my eyes    but in my head she's there    i kick myself,recall her name    but in my head i know    she wanted me but i'm alone    i only dwell on formal glories    relive the best days of my life    but i refused to take her offer    she wept and somehow found the door    but in my head she's there    i kick myself, recall her name    but in my head i know    she wanted me but i'm alone    she's in my head...   and i'll bring you home, clean all my mistakes    what's done is done, and it goes on and on and on