I heard a sound   when I was a child   someone was walking through the pillow that night   the snow muted    the pitch of night   a shadow approached across a field in white   it's only me   it's only me   and the sound of my heart it startled me   as I drifted   from the dark room   face lifted from the paper moon   reflected in the orbit bath   he manages to say before he starts to laugh   you can't always trust   the darkness and the dust   but me, I'm just a man   it's more than I can understand   it's only me      the white noise   falls away   to reveal the perfect day   where roses bloomed   out of thin air   and music rose from down the buried stairs   it's only mine   it's only mine   I grew it in the shade   when the sun couldn't shine   and at times I don't know why   the tears come to my eyes   and what if I go blind   as they flow out of my mind   it worries me   it worries me   that there's someone on my mind   who I don't see   I close my eyes to disappear   into the fields of stars between my ears   the dark    as they overlap   we follow one another    as we fade to black      it's only night   it's only night      an ultrasound when I was alive   the shadows go spying on the ones in the wild   they dip their arrows   into the sea   they wash their arms    as they wait for me   they wait for me   they wait for me   hey wait for me   hey wait for me