you like to think that you know me   but perhaps don't even like me   i'm sure it's not unexpected   that any love will be rejected   i'm not eccentric in anyway   just watching my vulnerability   i'm just fed up with fake friends   I think i'll keep my thoughts to myself      you think that you are close to me   but i can see through you all      i used to think that everyone was nice   now i realise it's for a price   too many people love themselves   so much that they can't love anyone else   used to say things secretly   now say a word and it's used against me   fed up with bitching backstabbers   i now know who my real friends are      you think that you are close to me   but i can see through you all      so easy to say paranoid   a subject that you like to avoid   don't really know a thing about me   won't get to know me personally   just believe what you are told   isn't it just easier that way?   take advantage of my good nature   confide, then turn around and hurt you      you think that you are close to me   but i can see through you all