(Declining, all colour fading)   (Defining, time coming for me)   (Rescinding, my inspiration)   (Receding consciousness)   (Aaahh)      Back in the day I can recall that   My thoughts were outstanding and sage   There was no black   Staining the walls of my memories      Now there's a haze pushing me sideways   And leaving me nothing to gain   Taking me back   Locking me cold in disparity      Where was I meant to be?   I feel I'm lost in a dream   Long for the day I can be myself      When I'm free   When my sun has set   Release my soul forever   I'll have no regret   To be free   I'll exist again   No more lost endeavours   Nothing to contend   When I'm free      Color declines, all that defines me   Is falling away far behind   Nothing to keep me with the time   The here and now      Where am I meant to be   I feel I'm lost in a dream   Yearning again only to be myself      When I'm free   When my sun has set   Release my soul forever   I'll have no regret   To be free   I'll exist again   No more lost endeavours   Nothing to contend   When I'm free      (Cure me, free me, help me, see me)   (No more worry, no more losing)   (Save me, near me, help me, hear me)   (No more heartache, no misery)   (Cure me, free me, help me, see me)   (No more worry, no agony)   (Save me, near me, help me, hear me)   (We despair) No more heartache, no despairing)   (Cure me, free me, help me, see me)   ((No repair) No more worry, no repairing)      Time is just a concept   And always the first thing to fade   Agony and weakness   Nothing we can ever evade   Years are cruel they break us   Bringing on decay and despair   Awareness and perception   Something we can never repair      (Freedom for me)   (Is all I'm really wanting, needing)   (Give me power to break out)   (I can't hold on for any longer)   (My time has come to end it all)      No one to blame   Fate's only random   It's nothing we'll ever explain   So it remains      Where was I meant to be   I feel I'm lost in a dream   Long for the day I can be myself free   When will I be unleashed   It's not the way it should be   Yearning again only to be myself      Free when my sun has set   Release my soul forever   I'll have no regret   To be free   I'll exist again   No more lost endeavours   Nothing to contend   When I'm free