I never realized that you're the one   that will teach me to be dead   But you never understood that   I will twist around your head   The way I life my life i know that   You will not approve, but I don't give a fuck   Because I live just the way I want to      Everytime I close my eyes I hear them voices   Everytime I'm all alone I see that face      Calling out so I'll change my ways   Working hard to turn me in so someone else   They don't see why I choose to be me   Trying hard to end the reason of my life      Now I know who the fuck you are   And what you want to do   You think you know the truth about me, but   That's just fucking bull   Which one uf us do you think will die   With a big fat fucking smile?   I know I will do because I   Lived just the way I want to      Everytime I close my eyes I hear them voices   Everytime I'm all alone I see that face      Calling out so I'll change my ways   Working hard to turn me in so someone else   They don't see why I chose to be me   Trying hard to end the reason of my life      I'm not your pain   I'm not your, no I'm not your pain      Calling out so I'll change my ways   Working hard to turn me in so someone else   They don't see why I chose to be me   Trying hard to end the reason of my life