Father set me free at this altar of death    dead fingers cold as ice touches my flesh    as it passed through my soul and body    the fear I thought was gone grows    tears of regret and confusion    this is not what I wanted to know       I have embraced the truth    beyond lies where honesty reigns    I thought I gave my life    but back I was only given pain       I once stood at the threshold of my desire    losing ground now I'm this horrid truth's denier       The nocturnal hour is passed    here nothing can last    I sought and screamed in pain    but there was nothing to gain    Nihility arise from the bottom of no lies    from here to eternity I just can be set free       SATAN, help me die away from reality    my arms and legs are bound    please grant me mortality       I'm losing it    crawling upon these white walls of truth    for the darkest void I've wasted my entire youth    I'm crawling down    the dirt that I licked off my mind    the truth you'll never (want to find)(Orvar Säfström version only)