Trying to run from what you are   Afraid of being alive   Hands shaking body aching   The abuse left a permanent scar   So now to get by you do whatever it takes   You need your reality to hit your veins again   Don't try to blame anyone   Your blame is self chosen      Don't come looking for sympathy   'Cause you won't get it from me   You're nothing but a burned out wreck   That solves problems with another hit    The remedy in a bag   Served up on a spoon   Starts to serve it's purpose   To kill the pain!      Looking for the utopia you found the first time   Will you ever get there again   Increase the dose and soon you'll find out   Was it too much or just enough   The chemical satan has got you in his hell   Don't you think you're better off dead   Don't try to blame anyone   Your pain is self chosen      Don't come looking for sympathy   'Cause you won't get it from me   You're nothing but a burned out wreck   That solves problems with another hit    The remedy in a bag   Served up on a spoon   Starts to serve it's purpose   To kill the pain!      I need to kill the pain, kill it again   Need to release my pain, kill myself again    Traded your life for a fix      The remedy in a bag   Served up on a spoon   Starts to serve it's purpose   To kill the pain!      I need to   Release my pain   Help me to    Kill the pain