I told myself, i've got to shake this jealous thing    It's the last thing i need    I told myself, drop this anti-trust act    It is so self defeating (and not worth repeating)    And i watched your whisper turn into a mountain of a lie    There was always someone waiting in the wings    We were something that i am not...       I am falling, i am failing    Sometimes loss outweighs gain    I am falling, i am failing    This kidding you is killing me       Don't hold it to coincidence that our paths don't cross anymore    I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts and i can't spill out a single word These day the best i can do is a simple smile across crowded rooms    You always swore you could never take him back...i didn't think that Never could come so fast    I took you out on everyone.       I am falling, i am failing    Sometimes loss outweighs gain    I am falling, i am failing    This kidding you is killing me...