Lost in dreams   that won't come true   Maybe I'll dream   of happiness too      love spits on me   friendships a myth   I can\'t write down my hopes   It\'s too long of a list      Talkings the only   way to slow down this pain   I can lose everything   But I can\'t ever gain      But don\'t stop,    Please stay   When I\'m not hated   It\'s a happy day   Hold on   Don\'t go away   But don\'t let this be   a game that you play      Ignoring fears    that are reality   Because I\'m afraid   In my mentality      Dreams mutate   and Faces leer   But I don\'t let   My hope disapear      But don\'t stop,    Please stay   When I\'m not hated,    It\'s a happy day   hold on   Don\'t go away   But don\'t let this be    a game that you play      Hiding from nightmares    Giving up my cares   Nobody is really scared   I won\'t be unprepared