i've been diving head first   for several years from now   swimming in the deepest waters   now i feel like   i've touched the ground   it feels harder to breathe   bathed in a total lack of sound   i've lost touch with my mouth   tongue tied with   everything else around      if i was to say   you'll never hear this again   never hear of me again   what would you say?      and if i'm to complain   of the bitterness in your eyes   hatred in cheap disguise   would you change a thing? no      i've been flirting with disasters   acting as the mistress of happiness   while i'm just craving   for constancy and goddamn honesty   don't throw your misery on me      i guess you're drowning too   your lips are turning blue   bad times are on their way for sure   i won't be the witness of it anymore