i can't live with myself   i can't live with myself right now   i could be somewhere else   i can see words in mouths   this whole crowd wears a savage frown   strange fluid   the ground can speak and gender's defined   limbs that reach morbidly   drown the suggestive device   it feels like it's been days since the absurd countdown played   one hit to stay sane   two more to be normal   one trick after another trick   too much for the mind   for the mind to handle   i can't live with myself right now