I felt this thing in the bayonet   when I brought it to the banquet   Blanketed under my clothing   Loathing every second   I was beckoned by a higher molding   The foresight had me famished   Damaged by the light of a comet   Still I managed to dodge the bandage   I rode a planet unnamed across the Milky Way   In the name of passion for a woman    Had me broken to this day   I say it only because the way it went down    Shoulda went down different    More honest & not so innocent   The angle now was infinite   Lust is like an infant    Born between hormones & ignorance   Of consequence, it all makes sense   When the deed is done and over with   People get hurt, blamed and threatened   Put to shame due to lust   In my case disregardin' a group of friendship   Letting my nuts drive my guts   She was my first time in the cuts   I couldn't help my feelings   Dealing with young & old, different attachments   Similar future goals   I apologize for the lies    And the crazy way I played them off   I wish I could turn back time    And make my wrongs right   But it's all night I dream about my past life   Whether innocent, recent, or way before   Lust is a dirty whore    It's who I'm watching for   Immobilized by lust, retire every possibility   Killing trust with erratic emotion, excitement, and agility   Adolescent conformity to the painful deception   Of sex, lies, and friendship; the faultiest connection   I didn't used to know about throwing salt on the game board   The naming game brought sore to throat   So I knew what I came for   I was torn back like a bottle-top   To disenchant my senses   My friends chanted "jump the fence"   Don't void the infections   The whole world I knew collapsed   Over a girl I knew elapsed   Pictures moving through so fast   I thought I wasn't about to last   My mass was cracked   From a windstorm of twisted facts   Didn't know how to act   Ditching class like a nervous rat   Surrounded by cats with massive appetites   Half the night I surrounded myself   With all the possible outcomes   How come it all came down so hard?   Obsession yanked my car from the middle yard   Shouldn't have fiddled with empathy   For a lust so dangerous   So what should I do?   Immobilized by lust, retire every possibility   Killing trust with erratic emotion, excitement, and agility   Adolescent conformity to the painful deception   Of sex, lies, and friendship; the faultiest connection