What the fuck have I become?   Where the fuck do I belong   I don't think I fit in (But I don't care)   I tried but didn't succeed   I died but didn't bleed   Where do I got from here      Question the answers they don't make sense   I can't afford to pay the rent      I'm going nowhere but I don't care   Fifteen minutes of fame   Don't mean much, but life is tough   Been there before now show me that door      Pseudo reality   Without tranquility   I have been there before   Working with no vacation   Loving with obligation   Is that the meaning of life?      I try and try and try to see   What these things all mean to me   I have issues with life and issues with g-d   I read the book and it seemed all wrong