i have no idea   i don't care to talk about it   i could stare you down   you go home and think about it   it's my empty life   you don't have to care about it   i do what i like   you just get to stare at it      i could kill you now   you just flinch and i would do it   there's no going back   i threw away the keys to it   there's still room for attack   the smell of fear leads me to it   the hand that grips the axe   feels the comfort in the ruin of it      you don't know how i feel   no idea what's real to me   you don't know how i feel   i am driven by a different fear      what do you care?   if i have the guts to live or die   there's no looking back   if you must you can believe the lies   i can be attacked   i can take it believe me i won't cry   and i won't back down   and you should never ever wonder why