She lost her focus yesterday   She lost her focus in the sun   She sits and stares at it for hours   She says she likes to go outside   She gets hung up on the wind   She gets lost inside the happy noise   Sometimes I don't understand her   Sometimes I don't want to   understand her      She says no no no no   She don't want no double life   She says I should know why   She seems happier at night   Her color TV and her chemical smile      I don't want to know the reason   I don't want to know the reason why      She says   Jesus owes her money   She says   That the angels are her friends      What in the hell does that mean?      She's got the chemical smile