The first time it hurt so bad    left alone – I'm feeling sad    remembering the words you said    empty words which make me mad    memories which come to mind    and I see that I was too blind    betraying myself    like a little kid    with pictures of you which will never fit       I'm reaching out for the stars    too far away to get them    wasting time on unimportant things    like our lost relationship       you wanted everything but gave nothing in return    you've been the lesson I had to learn    you've been a head game I don't need    you've been the one making my dreams bleed