Lately there's been a change in me   And I'm not sure if I can handle it   But every day has a different way   To tear me apart just a little bit   It seems I've been taking the long way down   To a place I really didn't want to go   I can't explain why you pick my brain   Just to tell me what I already know      It was a lonely mixed up tragedy   And it's something that I just can't seem to release      Not what I wanted   Not what I need   (Harmony for you and me   That's the way we want it to be)      Deep inside where I used to hide   There's a place in need of a miracle   And people claim that they'll stay the same   But they never have and they never will      When it's a lonely mixed up memory   And it leaves me here with nothing more to believe      Not what I wanted   Not what I need   (Harmony for you and me   That's the way we want it to be)      You can't deny the truth wore thin   When we both know what could have been   I know that some day I'm gonna have my way      It's a lonely mixed up tragedy   That rips apart my life long dream   And a lonely mixed up memory   That keeps me down when I just wanna be free      Not what I wanted   Not what I need   (Harmony for you and me   That's the way we want it to be)