I'm sorry I've been holding this is for way too long   No more excuses me's I must be moving on      They lead you to water and they force you to drink their blood   If you knew what was on your plate you'd be saying you've had enough      I want to live introvenously   I want it all figured out   Idependently wealthy sterile and healthy      But tonight we live like children of the sun/Free spirit my ass/Why can't you just let go?/I can't just see it I have to feel it   Oh don't you need it/When I am made of stone?      If you're sick of it all just sing a long   I tell you you're not the only one   Do you feel like you're losing touch?   Like you're so far from home      If you're sick of it all just lose control   Shut if off and let it go   You gotta bust out of your skin      I prescribe myself right out of this   It's keeping me alive   Suspended in solutions where I'm transcending time      I'm so sick and sick and tired of it all   It's eating my brain   You're only 18 years old   You've got grey hair your electric chair      It's fight or flight tonight/The lights move to fast/Sometimtes I can't hold on   I want to take the world on my shoulders to the heart of the combine/The heart of the combine yeah      If you're sick of it all just sing a long   I tell you you're not the only one   Do you feel like you're losing touch?   Like you're so far from home      If you're sick of it all just lose control   Shut if off and let it go   You gotta bust out of your skin      Who are my friends?   And who can I trust?   But you, you know me, you know when the hairs on your neck stand up let go!      Reality if killing us tonight    But I am uninspired by numbers   It's the saddest way to die      Reality if killing us tonight    But I am uninspired by numbers   It's the saddest way to die      Close your eyes and life is more beautiful to me   A little more like heaven to see   But what if I can't see anymore? But what if I can't see anymore?