I sat on the end of my bed   with my legs   shoved between the footboard   and the mattress   and i stared at my hands as   you came in    and asked me what was wrong   you asked me what was wrong      Have you ever wondered why   you are your name   or why you are here and   not somewhere else   or why here is where it is   and the whole time you    feel like you're spinning and falling?      I stopped and looked at him.      He looked at me    and he sort of laughed   as he said,      "No."