I'm dying inside, but I'm so ugly when I cry   My makeup starts to run, then I'm not me no more   I wonder how, we're gonna get through these hard times   I wake up from a slumber, in a smile      This face, it must be kept at all costs   Like a statue in a window or everything is lost      Well hey you got me right where you want me   Well hey you got me right where you want me   You knock me out, but you still haunt me   Well hey you got right where you want me, to be      I go and hide, behind the barricades of our time   I've learned just how to run without runnin’   Most of us walk around, believin’ this struggle is sound   But I don't believe, I could swim in a sea of gold      Well hey you got me right where you want me…