I have a fear of rejection   But you won't see it in my be-judgment   Arrogance is my biggest fault   But it's the thing I hate most of all   But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast      This is heaven and hell all at once   This is all I got and all I want   But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone      Sitting in his bedroom scared as hell   Listening to The Libertines on the vinyl player on his shelf   Getting nervous as I leave his door   Drinking quite a lot and then drinking quite a lot more   But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast      This is heaven and hell all at once   This is all I got and all I want   But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone      Cigarette by candlelight   This became my view of the night   Summertime was my biggest squeeze   So much to do and so many to please   But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast      This is heaven and hell all at once   This is all I got and all I want   But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone