I was awake, dreaming about sleeping   And my mistakes, and how I keep 'em   So close to me, so that I'll never forget,   I can't get anywhere      Shedding tears over these bottles   Celebrating life at the bottom   Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten   And I've forgotten   What this was like before I started stopping      Fuck this, I'm out of bullshit to cry about.   Pass these fuck you's around.   I'll be dead and gone when this shit hits the crowd      Tell me why I even tried tonight   I should just let it die.   And I'm tired of waiting for this shit to shine.      I was asleep dreaming about palm trees   And I woke up to dirty city streets   I heard the voices echoed in the back room   And I had to walk around the corner to the barstools   Where I was   Shedding tears over these bottles   Celebrating life at the bottom   Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten   And I've forgotten   How to light this fire   I've forgotten   How to toe this wire   I've forgotten   What shit was like before I started stopping      Tell me why I even tried tonight   I should just let it die.   And I'm tired of waiting for this shit to shine.      I am tired of waiting   I am tired of waiting   This is my life this is my time   It's time to take it   Don't let it die.