Pull out a razor in a city   miles wide   the prize is many millions   made for more to die   I trashed her photograph   and sailed down tonight   What a big waste i am   to throw away my life      [chorus]   Do you remember a time   when you werent too..   busy to make up your mind on   what to do? cant you remember   just dying for mercy? And Doesn't it feel   like everyones after you?      This day of panic brought a   savior in disguise   I tried to heal myself   by giving my goodbyes   its been so strange here lately   Thats not a lie   Down in the racetrack,   I'm running for my life      [chorus]      All in all, it just makes sense   to give up Choking on all   the death hymns they sing   to me I cleanse myself of the bad dreams   and silent sound   its everything I ever dreamt to stay alive      I need a night to scream my   head off in the lounge I want   to wake up in the nasty part   of town It feels so numb here lately   Thats not a lie   She read it in my palms last week   That I'd feel a lot of doubt      [chorus]      Is it just a matter time until   we are through?