Sadness fills my space   And the blood all over the place   15 years I wait   Until love all turned to hate   Sickness is my view   Badly bruised on the floor   Hoping that Ill do   What you told me to do before   Cant hold back my thoughts   And that dont know why   But all you do is cost   Me stuff that I cant buy   Sitting in the room   These walls are closing in   Wish I was in the womb   The place where I can begin   Nothing is my way   You must pressure me   Why cant I just stay   I guess its something you dont see   Forever in this hole   Back under the bridge   You Ill never know   I guess this means were not kids   Broken and torn and lonely and sad and crying and blood and take it or leave it   Calling your name and taking the blame and Im dying in here and take or leave it