Awake today, a wicked disease   All you ever had offered me was a little day and a lot of night   but I dont care now, you are on my mind   but always, you always say that, who else will hear that?   somehow I know to stay back      all in all a piece of me was lost   where fate is a lesson claimed    I'm yours I'm not falling for that again I'm afraid you lie all the time      I love you today    I'm holding you back with constant reminders of where you're at    If you love me today, youre holding me back   I guess it's time you let me go      Unlike today the chances are it's the shortest straw I swear   so hold on tight or it wont let you let go of me   that I could say who knows, who cares who you think you are   cuz we all say, I love and I've loved all in vain      and I tried to let you know the way, that fate passes over   I long to let you know it was today that was infected with you all the time      I dont know where we go from here   oh no, all I know is I dont want you here today