All seems wasted now you comb your hair    While your eyes search for a backdoor to get out    All you could do was to leave your deeds at the door    As you entered this room of sickness and doubt    But I saw you put down the memories in your coat just before    Now you want to drink but need someone to pour    To pour your heart out       This time    You know this is real    When you're scared to reveal    This time    Could you leave this now    Even if you knew how    This time    Looking over your shoulder    You have become older    This time    Are you afraid to die       With nothing left the pressure is off    To become all you needed to survive    With a color black you would not be blessed    In a church that decides on color and puts a price    On a paradise you seem to know so well    But I know    I see Jesus in your eye, so kiss the sky    Now I know what grace looks like       This time    You know this is real    When you're scared to reveal    This time    Could you leave this now    Even if you knew how    This time    Looking over your shoulder    You have become older    This time    Are you afraid to die       We had an intimate talk    With God, you and I    Me with my words and you in silence    All you said was    I like that    But I saw Jesus in your eyes       This time    You know this is real    When you have nothing more to reveal    This time    Would you leave this now    Even if you knew how    This time    Looking over your shoulder    You have become older    This time    You're not afraid to die