I didn't plan this   And if I did I wouldn't be having this conversation now   Cause I can't take it   No, I can't take it   But I'll be fair and I won't fake this   I can't unbreak something that's broken now   This is over for me      This is just the way it has to be   I'm so sorry   Please believe me   It's not what I wanted   But it's just the way this has to be   Please forgive me   When I tell you it's not what I wanted   Hey, you, keep breathing   Just keep breathing   Hey, you, if it's meant to be   It will come back to you      So now here we are   In this place where both of us should never have to be   We put out everything   It didn't mean we wouldn't bleed.   Maybe it wasnt supposed to last forever   But maybe's not what I need   This is something that I chose   So does it feel like it could kill me?      This is just the way it has to be   I'm so sorry   Please believe me   It's not what I wanted   But it's just the way this has to be   Please forgive me   When I tell you it's not what I wanted   Hey, you, keep breathing   Just keep breathing   Hey, you, if it's meant to be   It will come back to you      I am lost, so far from unknown   Who will save me from myself?   I am lost, so far from unknown   Who will save me from myself?      This is just the way it has to be   I'm so sorry   Please believe me   It's not what I wanted   Please forgive me   When I tell you it's not what I wanted   Hey, you, keep breathing   Just keep breathing   Hey, you, if it's meant to be   It will come back to you