This is the last time I'm gonna write this down   Must admit I've gotten used to you not being around   You were always better   In the pages of my letters      I don't talk to God the way that I used to   No hard feelings he's just got more important things to do   Than hear my broken records beating in the pages of my letters      You should know that I don't blame you   For breaking in and not following through   Somewhere I know it's true   That to be with you can never measure    To the pages of my letters      I guess the hardest part of all of this for me   Is that I was the one who built you up to be completely better   In the pages of my letters      You should know that I don't blame you   For breaking in and not following through   Somewhere I know it's true   That to be with you can never measure    To the pages of my letters      I think you'd wanna know   When I didn't know where to go   I would imagine what you'd say   Then I'd try to go along your way   I don't blame you   For not following through      Somewhere I know it's true   That to be with you can never measure   To the pages of my letters