Shielded   covered with therapy and a functioned home   broken bones, secrets caving in on the hope      I said stop   I don't want a part of this   unity of a family that bites at each other's necks   I don't want a death wish   bloody hands and dying hearts   sworn to give the best I can I am so lost I am falling apart         breathless   breathless      I am out of breath   from fighting so long   trying to keep us going on      breathless   breathless      from walking away   and trying to say   that sorry excuses won't cut out the abuse   I'm so detrimental to the life of this world   that you can't even afford to treat me like I'm normal      I'm so happy that you have a sense of humor   sarcasm is the begining of a still dead void      ignorance      I am so breathless