My head can't recall what the sight was like   Was I all 20 something doom and gloom   When I came out of your womb and did you spank and shake   My little eyes awake like my anxiety will do   The bar flies can't kick it after two   And me I'm stuck on gunk paper my world just gets smaller   And that's why no one can find me      Sit up and stand tall but my legs give out and I withdraw   And my apartment walls can tell stranger tales   Than anything I've been through at all   Except when I tumbled down the 15   Now I'm kickin' nickels in the pan-hands   Hoping that shit comes right back to me      And the pursuit's the only thing that I have      Oh yeah ain't it grand to be bland in an unavoidable   Yet a probable pin-drop of a chance   No one can find me here      That's why I have a tendency to go and run my mouth   Cause I can't depend on no one else   I've got my living costs and a bumper sticker that reads   "All who wander are not lost"   Screw aligned planets and star belts   Man, I can't depend on no one else