Lying next to you   Wishing I could disappear   Let you fall asleep   And vanish out into thin air      It's the elephant in the room   And we pretend that we don't see it   It's an avalanche that looms above our heads   And we don't believe it      Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down   Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now   While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling   The walls we built together tumbling   I still stand here, holding up the roof   'Cause it's easier than telling the truth      I still keep your photographs   I remember how we used to laugh   I can't keep on losing sleep   If you're ok with being torn in half      It's the elephant in the room   And we pretend that we don't see it   It's an avalanche that looms above our heads   And we don't believe it      Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down   Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now   While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling   The walls we built together tumbling   I still stand here, holding up the roof   'Cause it's easier than telling the truth      Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning   And let the rain come in   Stop pretending that it's not ending   And let the end begin      Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down   Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now   While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling   The walls we built together tumbling   I still stand here, holding up the roof   'Cause it's easier than telling the truth