Even though we were never “together”,   I always liked you,   And the times we spent together were bliss,   All that mattered was that I was with you   But then we grew apart    And you moved on,   But I never did,   How could I?   I tried and I still do,   But I compare everyone to you,   Even though that’s not fair,   And no one equals my feelings for you   I try not to love you,   I really do,   I try and give others a chance   Maybe I am afraid of commitment,   It would be a lot easier if I didn’t love you   My days used to be bright because of you,   Now they are gloomy because I am not with you,   Seeing you is the hardest thing to do,   Every time I do, I want you more and more,   Even though you have moved on,   I still try and remain happy for you,   It’s so hard,   When I am the one that loves you,   Sometimes I think that maybe we were just not meant to be,   But then why can’t I move on?   I convince myself that I don’t like you,    To avoid the pain and heartbreak,   It works for a while,   Until I see you again,   When I see your big beautiful eyes,   And your smiling face,   That no one in this world could ever replace.   My biggest regret is that we never even shared a single kiss,   I had my chance,   So why didn’t I take it?   I beat myself up everyday,   Thinking that I could have changed the way things are today    So all I can do,   While I sit here and think of you,   Is to hope and pray,   That we will be together one day.