Swallowing this hurt   Making it lie down   I'm my strongest ally, living life as I know how   I'm carrying the weight of a world that sold me out   I'm running with my eyes closed   Hoping you don't see this doubt      I'm lost for words   I'm at a loss to tell you what I need   I know there's something more   God, help me to believe      And all this time   I thought the fight   The fight was only mine   I need to let you rescue me   I'm taking fire   I'm feeling tired   I'm tired of this fight   I need to let you rescue me      I let it go to breathe   I can't take it anymore   I refuse to wake up one more time bleeding on the floor   I won't let myself hold back   I'll surrender what's inside   You become my healing tourniquet   So I can feel alive      I feel so exposed   I'm afraid to lose total control   With nothing left to hold   You reach for me and wouldn't let me go      And all this time   I thought the fight   The fight was only mine   I need to let you rescue me   I'm taking fire   I'm feeling tired   I'm tired of this fight   I need to let you rescue me      And all this time   I thought the fight   The fight was only mine   I need to let you rescue me   I'm taking fire   I'm feeling tired   I'm tired of this fight   I need to let you rescue me