If a part of me could believe   Your words were ture   If I could forgive you today   Could I be with you   Now I’ve stayed   And chased the shadows   Of the way    Things used to be      Then someone else walks into my life   And shows me a place   Where all of the pain that you caused   He can erase   But I shy   Away from the feeling   Cause I’m living off of what if you and I      Now he can see   All the good things   That you never did see in me   Wants to know all of my favorite this that   When I wake up asks my dreams    It’s been   1 year 5 months 6 hours   Since you broke my trust   But I know our memories never fade   And you’ve showed me you can change      CHORUS:   If I just walk away   From all that we had   If I just let you go   And leave all the past   Than this would be easy   I’d leave all these feelings   I wouldn’t be stuck on what if but more of what is      Now this is where the problem begins   You’ve changed up your life   If only when you held me in your hands   This still felt right   Everything you did   Stays on my mind   I’m searching for forgiveness I can’t find   And I know my feelings changed   On that cold October day so I      Found myself a man whose only been   So good to me   Tickles me just to feel my skin   And all that he is   Is the perfect dream of what I need   This decision should be so easy   But all of the things he does   Doesn’t seem to be enough cause I      Keep thinking of times   When you made me smile   Kept you a secret from mom and dad   Wrote a song about the love we had    Its been 4 years 5 months 6 hours   Since you’ve known my name   I couldn’t live without you for a day   And its so hard to stay away      (CHORUS)      Oh why   Do I cry   When I know this is over between me and you   You’ve kept me from starting over   With someone else   Brand new