Caught up in this house   Trapped my very own self in the snare of my mind   No more space than a slither   What I'd give for deep breath inside   Where the chaos has me captive   Where there's no exit sign   Where I fuel the stupid fire with these feelings of mine      Lured into this den   It's bitter and I want the sweetness again   A taste that I agree with   Get me past these perils and to my Eden   Where the silence is a comfort   Where there is no one else   Where I'll be up from under and can uncurl myself.      Too many, too much, too hard   Help me, this time I went too far   Too many, too much, too hard   Help me, this time I went too far      Can I smash all of this open   Can I pass the hurt with a little pain   I wanna see all of it crumble   And start afresh and over again   My eyes are wide open   But I can hardly see   Will laughter find a way around these silent tears      Too many, too much, too hard   Help me, this time I went too far   Too many, too much, too hard   Help me, this time I went too far