Standing still   My mind in a blur    Thinking now or never.    Youre walking by    Watching my every move   Is this some test?    I turn around and hope you dont notice Im just a great pretender.    Screwn off till next thing you know its another minute passed.    I wish I could figure out what's really important.       So Im taking one more step   Holding my breath   Like its the last time    Ill ever breath   Inside I'm screaming.    Dont know what comes next   I feel overdosed.    But reality keeps playing me like I'm not even close.       Shooting straight    That aint been my strong suit   Its just a hazy picture.    Real love    I tune in on TV    And even that aint clear.    I keep thinking someday Ill get it, Once the numbness has faded.    Oh what's the difference you tell me, Id really love to hear.    Tell me how I can figure it all out   I am listening.       So Im taking one more step   Holding my breath   Like its the last time    Ill ever breath   Inside I'm screaming.    Dont know what comes next   I feel overdosed.    But reality keeps playing me like I'm not even close.       You there pointing the finger   What you lookn at?    Who trying to prove you are   You think you are all that.    Well I can tell you this one thing   Im ready to make my move.    I'm wanna get it   Go deeper, nothing to loose.      So Im taking one more step   Holding my breath   Like its the last time    Ill ever breath   Inside I'm screaming.    Dont know what comes next   I feel overdosed.    But reality keeps playing me like I'm not even close.       Taking one more step   And I dont know what comes next. Taking one more step   And I dont know what   I dont know what comes next.