my life, it just seems to have blown away   my life, i relive the same day, everyday   The worst thing in the world   Is lying on a wet pillow   A pillow soaked in tears of anger and sadness   Everynight, until eventually you fall asleep   Underneathe those cold and lonely sheets      I thought long and hard   I thought about my life, i wanna take charge   Turn everything around   Pick my life up off of this cold hard ground   Then I got this idea   I got this idea to put a bullet in my head   Theres No worries if your dead      Why even live?   Why even live when every day is spent like the last?   Today I felt like I was back in the past   (And yesterday, and the day before   And I will tomorrow and the next day)   Another tear drop leaks out of my tired old eye   I sit there and i just cry   I cry my life away   Everynight, everyday,    im useless, im useless.      I thought long and hard   I thought about my life, i wanna take charge   Turn everything around   Pick my life up off of this cold hard ground   Then I got this idea   I got this idea to put a bullet in my head   Theres No worries if your dead      Think of all thoses times you had   You were alive, You were glad   You had it all and all you had      anger, sadnees, boredom, pain   All of my least favorite things      anger, sadness, boredom, pain   All of my least favorite things      fuck it, im dead      hmm I smell pie