You took me in   as one of twelve   Stood by your side   Yet my envy swelled      I was fascinated   the power you held   My jealousy took over   could you even tell?      I never meant to be your Judas   this is how my envy grows   I never meant to hurt you   I never meant for you to know   I never meant to be your Judas   I always knew I was wrong   I never meant to desert you   I never meant to do you harm      The crow watched over me    as I denied you   three times was asked of me    and I said no      I got my silver pieces   waiting by the gate   did you in with a kiss   and sealed both our fates      I never meant to be your Judas   this is how my envy grows   I never meant to hurt you   I never meant for you to know   I never meant to be your Judas   I always knew I was wrong   I never meant to desert you   I never meant to do you harm      I hung myself with my own   betrayal   while your hands were held   beneath the nails