i want to have it one more time    no matter when no matter what's the price    i just want to tie myself in harmony    no one can see no one can feel       i feel some kinda solitude    my friends are gone until i turn it on    i wish i could be your god    i wish i could kill fuck die and then be free       like a little girl in a barren field    alone in darkness in the distance    that girl in the barren field    seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky       now i'm standing on the edge of that kingdom    those times aren't gone but they're over for now    memories - my guests accept themselves    cause our origin is like a blue velvet       from the first letter till the last word    till the last world there will be password    i want to kill i want to fuck i want to die    i want to kill i want to fuck i want to die then be free       like a little girl in a barren field    alone in darkness in the distance    that girl in the barren field    seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky       like please face your barren field    please do it come on    this is the melody    from my childhood it's everything    it means waiting and frustration    and my inner joy and depression       like a little girl in a barren field    alone in darkness in the distance    that girl in the barren field    seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky