is this what i get from staying sober now   on this lonely road to feeling   is this what i get from following, this broken heart of mine   i'll never fall in love, i'll never fall in love again   Now its over, you left me   and im old enough to know the difference   what is wrong, and what its meant to be   still i wake up, alone now   with a headache and the understanding   how our dream is finally gone   our dream is finally gone   hear me out   ive crawled all this way   into your heart   and this is the thanks i get   cause now, it hurts so bad   its not what i want   i thought you were   what you couldn't be   the only one fro me   fake a smile   and figure it out   what you came to be   the "one that got away"   slipped from my heart   i crawled all this way into your heart   and this is the thanks i get cause   now, it hurts so bad   cause now, it hurts so bad   when i do come home?   when do i come home again?   when can i come home?   fuck home   there is nothing for me there   there is nothing for me there   crawled all this way   its the thanks i get   i crawled all this way   its the thanks i get